Tears

I feel like shit - I can't stop crying.

I have been holding onto the fact that Lee still had me as a contact in Skype and now it looks like he has gotten rid of it. It just makes me horribly sad. It feels like he will never contact me now. It is breaking my heart. I have held out hope and been so optimistic and understanding. It could still be a Skype glitch. I think it is somewhat unstable.

Then again it looks like he was doing stuff in facebook again - like he was further shutting it down. That he was deleting friends in it again. I just don't understand it.

I think the other problem is that I have been at home most of the week and getting antsy. I am suppose to get my hair cut in about an hour and a half and I just hope I can stop crying to get there at least.