Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Purpose

I decided to start a blog today for a few reasons. A while back at least one of my friends said I should blog about my story with Lee. It was playing out like a romantic comedy but right now it could turn from one into a sad drama. If it were to stay a romantic comedy - we are at the part where the guy and girl live their lives apart. Not talking - maybe a split screen. I just hope there is a part where they show the guy setting at his computer and he opens up skype or some other thing and types the words "hi" or "hey".

I just need a place to vent - I can put short stuff in my status on my Facebook account but there is just stuff I need to get out. Need to get it outta my head. I need to give him space - but I am not always good at that. Actually, I am never good at doing that. Soooooo - I am going to try and say here what I would say to him - either on skype, yahoo or by email.

So please bear with me. That is if you decide to read anything that I post. If you have any nasty comments - please keep it to yourself. If I don't know you - I am not looking for input.